Get the rage on the page.

Time for a change.

2010-04-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

As the title says.

I'm going for a change.

I want to start anew.

Learn from mistakes, learn how to fall.

For I'm still young and mistakes can be afforded.

Bye to this blog. Will I be blogging again? I don't know.

Am I going to..

2010-04-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today was fucked up.
Had the worst headache I ever had in my entire life.
The pain lasted for 3-4 hours, even though I took pills and tried to sleep.
I literally felt that my life was about to end soon, the pain was unbearable.
What's worst was that you weren't there for me, when I needed you most.
And that really made things worst.

2010-04-05T10:42:00.000+08:00

I'm just a painting that's still wet
If you touch me, I'll be smeared, you'll be stained
Stained for the rest of your life

2010-03-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

Currently I feel god damn sleepy but I have to stay awake.

Why?

Cause I need to punish myself for letting someone wait for me for an hour.

And that someone is angry.

So I must stay awake for 1 hour while she's sleeping and wakes up 1 hour before her.

I hope that someone will forgive me soon. D:

A penny for a thought.

2010-03-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

Roses are red, Violets are blue. I have 5 fingers but only one to fuck you.
LOLOLOL.. I think it sounds awesome, but sick though.

Last November

2010-03-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

Last November I didn't regret.
I knew I was taking the wrong turn to life
But still went for it.

Today, March 19
I'm sitting infront of this screen,
Smiling like an idiot as usual.
Thou that turn changed my life,
I still believe I made the right choice.

Whenever we meet,
I learn something new from you.
Pleasant it may be,
I'll accept it for that's you.

Sinner

2010-03-19T01:22:00.002+08:00

Breathing was slowing down
Heart could get no response.
He'd sin
The gods abandoned him.

2010-03-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

I don't ask for much, but all I ask for is for you to love with wholeheartedly, and I am contented.
If I want to be with you because I have no one else to be with, you're wrong. I'm single for idk how long but yeah.

I choose to be with you and I want to be with you thru the thicks and thins.
It is because I already gave you my heart.
Now, I'm waiting for you to give me yours.

Magic

2010-02-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

Magic was its way to me as a kid. I always get fascinated by performances and often asked myself how did they do it. It was also why I started doing tricks too.
When I started doing magic, I was totally taken aback by how simple tricks and get mind blowing effect. Magic was not really magic, it's more to illusions and mis-directions. However, that did not stop me from performing my tricks. I too also want to let my audience get the kind of effects that I got when I first saw.

2010-02-16T11:38:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging much since there's no time.
Things are okay I guess, and I think I won't be going for OOGP re-test and CARC exam since I'm gonna register for MDIS.
I'm gonna miss my TP friends man!
You guys are awesome! especially C237(:

I miss you dear.
Haven't seen you like @#$%#@#$% days. Okay la, 2 or 3 days nia. LOL-.-
Hopefully can see you tmro(:

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down.

2010-02-10T10:55:00.000+08:00

Baby, baby what's wrong?
Why are you so cold to me suddenly?
I don't even dare to talk to you now,
afraid that I'd fucked things up even more.):

2010-02-05T23:18:00.001+08:00

I gotta say that I've been pretty much busy for this 2 weeks.
Had so much work on hand and so little time.
Had to do GDD with a fucking retarded like YOU.
Yes you. You fucking piece of fucked up asshole. You give me shit quality work, and expect me to listen to you? In fuckland alright? You screw me up for the document and the presentation too. Thanks dude. You've been a bloody great help.

Thank god, its finally over.
On a side note, I got to catch up with shivam, huiping, gary and brandon these few days. You guys are great.
And you too. If you know who you are.(:

p/s: YOU = Ng Wan Sheng.

2010-02-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

Lost from the start,

Wrong throughout this journey.

We never rectify but, just bear it through.

Till one day when I just splurged out everything.

Everything started to fall.

And eventually, my world collapsed.

Daisy de Solitude

2010-02-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

The wind was swaying my hair, I looked up and there you were.
I realize how distant we've become.
How far apart we are.
Our shadows initially connected, now seem miles apart.
I hate this.
I fucking hate this.

The doors open, and you went ahead.
The doors closed and there was I.
Left in solitude, madness was consuming me.
I knew I had to keep myself sane.
However, the heart felt like it got a strong blow.
Only then a tear trickled down.
And it didn't stop.....

Cause We're still kids

2010-01-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

It pains me to see you down down down.
It hurts to see you cry cause that heart of mine would feel like it has been stabbed with a knife.
I would be lying if I say that you didn't matter to me anymore.
I promised to be by your side. Protect you, help you and love you.
And, I failed all but the last one.
I'm a sucker of my words, but my feelings are true.
I cannot give you what you want but I can give you what I have.

Cause for all the things you want, we're still kids.

Oh, it's a saturday instead.

2010-01-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hiii, I'm kinda free now cause I just got home and I definitely stink much...gonna bathe soon, but before that, I gotta address some things.

To all friends, thanks for all the things you've written at the tagbox. It's very sweet of you guys. And I know you will definitely be there for me when in times of need. Your efforts are appreciated. LIKE TOTALLY :D
But to set things right. I will still think for myself as I know myself the best right? So, most probably, I won't heed your advices, but am gonna do what I think is best for me...peace guys.

Next, to you. YES YOU!
My feelings for you never ever changed. It's always has been there. It could have been easy for me to just let you go and move on. However you see, I did not. The feelings I have for you are so true that even I can't deny it even when I tried to.
Do I get a chance to make things right? All I could ever wish for now is to be there for you when you need me to. When you need a shoulder to cry on, I would offer mine. When you need someone to vent to, I could offer you my ears. And that's more than enough. Thanks for everything.

Love, I miss you.

day 3

2010-01-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

I tried to played it cool, laugh things out but it all didn't work. I always had to pull a fake smile in front of everyone, making them think I'm fine. I try to be all hyped up, and be enthusiastic about things. But it's all useless. There are still times where I can't help but to feel helpless and just need a shoulder. You've always been there, but now you are not. And to make things worse, you won't be my side and won't be forever?
Where did the forever&always went? Why won't you give me another chance? This questions just cloud my mind. What's more, you tell me that you just wanna be friends with me. That's very very hurting.

I need a miracle, a miracle that could help us get back and would never separate, one that would make us be together like the forever&always we talked about. And 3 days without you. It totally feels like hell. Fuck it.
Please let the miracle happen on me please. I'm willing to turn over a new leaf.

A girl like you

2010-01-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

Girl, I still miss you and love you too. You mattered so much to me and yet, I misinterpret it. I thought you didn't love me and thought I deserved better. I am so sorry. I'm grown from this relationship. I've grown to someone who needs to be assured instead of assuring you. I realised it but it's too late now. I know I'm in no position to ask for a second chance, but I'll still ask for it. I'm willing to put down my ego for you. I've been constantly thinking about it yesterday.
I've been asking myself.
Are you the one I want to be with?
Do I still love you?
and some more questions.
And all the answers can yes.
I closed my eye and visualize the image of us together.
I couldn't see it clearly as a fog blocked my view.
So can you let me see it in reality?

2010-01-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

And this time, I won't shed a tear for you. I want to grow up. I'm not living in the fantasy I've been living in or this 2 months anymore. Sure, it has been great with all the fun and many things we did. But all has gotta end right. So we decided to end tonight. I'm fine with it. I need someone who will cherish me. I need someone who will love me I least deserved my love. Someone definetly not like you who is unwilling to change for me like how I'd chnage for you. Anyways, thanks for everything aye. Those two months have been great. And you'll always be my favourite girl.The scar will always be there and the one year we agreed was just a bullshit to me now. Hope everything goes well for you. Good luck.

Loves
chnghui
ex-favourite boy?

P/s: was the clip I made nice? It took me a week!!!

2010-01-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

It's time to cry. Goodnight.

2010-01-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

I've come to realize, how much you used to love him.
Showering him with your love, you only rinsed me with it once in a blue moon.
Yes, I am jealous. Not just jealous, but I am fucking jealous, okay.
Why don't I get what he gets. This is fucking unfair.
Why am I such an idiot. An idiot whom fell for you.
Why did I fall for someone who couldn't give it all in a relationship.
Someone who wasn't getting hurt when the other party who gave it all and ended up bruised and scarred.
Someone who couldn't say I love you to the other party.
Someone who didn't even blogged about how much she feels about him.
Someone who.................
Fuck it, I'd stop typing.

Yes, it's true I still love you. But because of the mistake by asking and telling her. I know you're sensitive about it by why break?Why the fuck? Do I mean so little to you?Does this relationship means so little to you. Why don't you love me anymore. Or rather. Have you loved me? I can't tell. I'm covered by this fog. I can't see clearly anymore. Questions and more questions are just popping out my head. You refuse to talk to me. You refuse to reply my text. You refuse to listen to me. You refuse meet me. You refuse to break with me face to face. You refuse everything. And what have I asked for? All I ask is for you to love me, and not break with me. You can't even do that.
And I you should I have low self esteem, it's killing me. I'm exhausted..

I wish

2010-01-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

I wish every step I take would take me closer to where you are.
I wish every mistake I made would be erased.
I wish for the impossible.
I wish to restart everything.
I wish to grow old with you.
I wish to marry you.
I wish to have kids with you.
I wish to live with you.
I wish you would love me when you hated me.
I wish you won't leave.
I wish you will be back by my side.
I wish you never leave my life.
I wish you will continue being with me.
I wish you will forgive me.
I wish you find your love for me back.
I wish I am more clever.
I wish I stopped doing stupid things.
I wish I could turn back time.
I wish I could still be your favourite boy.
I wish I could hug you now.
I wish I could kiss you now.
I wish I could say sorry to you personally
I wish I am with you Annabelle Tan.
I wish....

Love de Macabre

2010-01-23T22:03:00.001+08:00

I looked into your eyes
they felt like ice,
filled with disappointment and sadness,
I hugged you, but you were so cold.
Is time up? Do I have to let go?
I don't know.
Time passed so slow,
like how you say no.
And with that no,
I fell like snow.
Please pick me up,
cause I'm still numb.
The minutes were few
but I need you.

Life's a fuck

2010-01-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Life's a fuck,
And now it sucks.
With a just a little of luck,
I won a buck, then got knocked over by a truck.
Damn, how I wished everything would be right again.
I know that I cannot take back what I said or turn back time.
And the damage is done.
I think you don't need me anymore,
so you hid your heart from everyone.
Nevertheless,
I'll climb every mountain,
Swim the seas,
and run the roads
for I'll do it only for you.

I'm a fuck

2010-01-23T20:10:00.001+08:00

I'm just a fuck. Fucking things up whenever things are right. Fuck it, like seriously.

90% done with CMSK3

2010-01-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

Almost done. Sat in front my lappy from 1-7pm. Almost done. It kept my mind occupied from you. But now, I'm thinking of you again. Will please forgive me. I've learned my mistake. Everything about us will be kept to you and me only and no one else okay. Damn, is it time to cry?

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2010-01-23T13:14:00.001+08:00

I totally feel empty now. And I also come to understand a fact that most friends would just distant when we get to a whole new environment, that is a harsh truth but I gotta the fact. Also, I feel friends whom you need won't appear unless its the other way round. This just sucks okay. Fuck!
This feeling of being alone sucks, but right now, I'm alone.
I'm so tired. I want this all to end. I want a good life, or rather a carefree one.
Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.
Sometimes, I feel that no one cares. Sometimes, I feel like I need help but there's no one to. Sometimes, I feel just so alone.

And baby, please forgive me alright. You're the best miracle that ever happened to me. Having you in my life is already enough, because you're very special. I just want you to stay by my side and love every moment of me like I do to you.

Fucking OTCM

2010-01-22T09:55:00.000+08:00

Today's a wet and sleepy morning.
So sleepy but there's fucking otcm so I have to wake up early D:
HATE IT!!!
I must say I kind of miss ping and shitbum D:
Miss meeting up with them and having dinner with them and chit chatting. D:
I miss adriel too.
Going to the gym with him. Talk some jokes and update each other D:
My life sucks.
Okay, lucky I still got girlfriend. heng~

Love, Peace, Sex

2010-01-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me about the title, its totally random. Anyways, I'm happy that I finally cleared my GADS journal 2, and with a iHCI down tmro, I can focus on my cmsk3 which needs to be handed on monday and then focus on my GDD which needs to be handed in by thursday. Give me power!!!

Okay, let's put work aside. Today, had lunch with mark, herman and max. All I gotta say that the conversation was fucking awesome! and learnt alot of new words(inside joke).
Met brandon at orchard to shop afterwards. Was late by an hour. So sorry.
Shopped all the way to suntec then went home afterwards.
Am so tired now but must PERSERVE!
I AM GONNA FAIL iHCI TMRO!!
WAN SHUI!!!
FML.

Meeting girlfriend tmro. LIKE FINALLY.

Brain Blocked

2010-01-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

Alright, since my brain is kinda blocked now I've decided to blog to get some stress off my head. I'm currently being fucking tied on by cmsk3. I find that this subject is just plain mundane and the teachers are using attendance to make us do our work. Which is just plain stupid. AHHH OMG, I can't seem to get work off my mind even though I'm kinda relaxing now....fuck spider.

Things between girlfriend and I have kinda gotten stable but...forget it....
Next, I think that my life currently sucks big time. How I wished that the O levels time could last forever.
Sigh... But time won't turn back and people do change. So yeah. Just gotta endure....

Beliefs

2010-01-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

A person is clever, but people are dumb.

Piece de resistance

2010-01-16T16:03:00.005+08:00

When the fork eats the spoon, the knife stabs the face reflected in the plate, dinner is over.

Brain Warner

I Live My Life for you

2010-01-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

Firehouse- I live my Life for you

You know you're everything to me and I could never see

The two of us apart

And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do

I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know

I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you

I want to be by your side in everything that you do

And if there's only one thing you can believe is true

I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you

But our love would last forever

And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do

As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know

I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you

I want to be by your side in everything that you do

And if there's only one thing you can believe is true

I live my life for you

I've built my world around you and I want you to know

I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you

I want to be by your side in everything that you do

And if there's only one thing you can believe is true

I live my life for you

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2010-01-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

Been sick these few days. Was down with cough and flu and sore throat. :/
And on tuesday, went with love to NP to see the courses. But didn't find any course I like. D:
Then today with ben chia to RP and SP.
And OMG, I totally fell in love with the Integrated Events Management course.(Y)
Hope I really get in...LOL
And that's it I guess
Ciao~~

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2010-01-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda screwed. For iHCI, I didn't do the tutorial for last week so need to do later I guess. For CARC, I didn't fare well for the mock test cause I didn't study. bummers. And lastly, I still haven't decided what course to change to. I really hope I can get into FBI or Dip IT.

On a side note, met Wei Lun for lunch today, caught up quite abit. Damn him for being so tall...-.-
Okay, I'm short. Oh well, hope we can hang out some time again. :D

Next, you stupid little girl, keep annoying me. Make sure you get it on friday. Niao you until you GGGLHFNORMK.. HAHA

Oh and this picture is for you...hahaha

Ciaooo~~~

It meant alot to me,

2010-01-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today, after school end, I went to meet brandon and matthew for a swim at tpy swimming complex. I swim 24laps. OMG. Couldn't believe it myself but yeah. But now, I'm feeling totally shagged. :/
Next, I'm gonna change school. To where? I don't know too, but it's most likely some business or photography course(if I can find one).
Why am I gonna change school? Cause, with my low low GPA, I won't make it to a uni. So, I just have to restart and aim high and get a high GPA.

Lastly, a few hours ago, just met baby and had bean-curd with her. I think today, baby was damn sweet!
Sent her home and she whispered something into my ear which stayed there for awhile and made me feel so happy.

Sleep timeeee~~
Ciaoo~~~

p/s: Can you do that every now and then??PLEASEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~

I love you too.

You're my one and only favourite girl.

You're my Annabelle Tan

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

So, went to school with chun kiat to do our GADS today but only to find out that school's only open for half a day, and lab's were closed..so fucked up. We then had to resort to use Tampines Library. Manage to get a seat and got things done. Left with some report writing to do and GADS is done. Gonna clear up my homework tmro, with a fucking OTCM still on hand, how can I sleep in peace. Okay, maybe I can.

Anyways, 2009 has been a bitch to me. Having me get 17 points for O level and sending me to GET. BUT BUT BUT, things worked out so far, and I'm quite contented. And so gotta thank 2009 for giving me a very very very good girlfriend.(:

So for 2010, my aim is to get a GPA 3 and be a better boyfriend and be Obama's good friend. LOL...
So bye 2009 and HELLO 2010 :D
Peace.

Ciao~

So much Update, So little time

2009-12-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Okay Okay, I'm gonna make this fast.
School is starting tmro. It just sucks. I haven't even felt the holiday mood come and school is starting soon. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML.

I got my 500D already. It's baby's and my first daughter. :D
Named it Scarlet.
A very good girl, in term of colors, functions and everything's good about Scarlet.

For christmas, Baby gave me a very cute looking gingerbread man and a fierce looking braun buffel wallet.
I love the gifts alot!
Thanks baby. I love you. :D

On a side note, I'll try to be a better boyfriend baby. Cause you're worth everything and I love you.

Lastly, OTCM is being a big bitch. And I seriously hate you, you bloody mother jew.

Life sucks
Life sucks
Life sucks
Life sucks......
Fuck life
Fuck life
Fuck life
Fuck life......

Crazier

2009-12-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

Crazier - Taylor Swift

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I´m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I´m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I´m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier

Sometimes, ILY would make me go head over heels

2009-12-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

I would really like to hear it from you, but you just won't say it out. Even though I know how you feel towards me, I would just like to re-assure it and from your mouth, it's very meaningful.

And even though I'm quite packed on christmas, I always feel quite empty cause you won't be the one I'm celebrating with.

We're One month :D

2009-12-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hey, baby. Happy One Month!
Though it's only one month. We've been thru quite alot of ups and downs.
I just wanna say that I love you and I hope we could stay like that forever & always.
You will always be my #1 Girl!
&& I'm all about you.

3 more days!

2009-12-17T14:43:00.002+08:00

Spent the day with favourite girl yesterday. It was great. Bought her red DM and films and of course went to collect my photos. The photos turned out to be quite awesome!(pictures below).

After that, went to favourite girl's favourite shop and went back to my house and slept.

Had a great day with favourite girl. Just love her ttm. :D

And thats my favourite shots from the batch.
Ciao¬

How suay can I get?

2009-12-15T20:36:00.001+08:00

Sold my 30D today at $600 dollars. I'm not sure whether its worth it or not but all I got say is that I'm getting my 500D. Okay and what made my day suay was that I almost lost my wallet. I took 23 and alighted at the school bus stop. But when I got down, I found that something was missing and it turned out to be my wallet. Holy Fuck! I ran to tampines mall and luckily, it's still in the bus. Heng hor heng hor?

TPCG today was okay I guess. Okay, besides the fact that many teams were scolding vulgarities. I gotta admit that the last match was awesome! Even though one side of the team was quite strong, the other team took no effort to win them. WOW!

On a side note, I'm worried about deardear now. I hope she won't faint on her way back or vomit again. I'm so so worried. She better reach home and text me so that I could stop worrying. :(
But I'm meeting her tmro so I hope that everything's fine with her.-cross fingers-

And thats it.
Ciao~

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2009-12-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Since favourite girl blogged, I must blog too since I promised her. This week was great. Going out with favourite girl and doing all sorts of shits. Term test is over, school is out, holidays are in yo. Anyways, its 8 more days to our one month :D sooo stoked!!!

Haha! I hope we last like idk how long but yeah, last forever as forever is a mighty long time(:
I love you more and more for every breath I take. You've become a part of my life, I just don't know how to live it without you. IT'S DIFFERENT.

I love you Annabelle Tan, and I'm gonna let the whole world know. :D

On a side note, fuck that fucking fucked up bitch who stole favourite girl's cash. Fuck you, you fucking piece of fucked up slut. Hope you die in some fucking fucked up hell. Opps, I'm mean... but yeah. Stupid women, steal people's money still wanna say your own money kena stolen. What goes around comes around yeah? and that's what you get.

Heng hor heng hor.

2009-12-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

Today, it was not just another day, it's my first term test paper and ALSO my last paper.(:
Met Tian Ci at 9am, and went to level 8 lab. Charged my Ipod cause battery was low. Anyways, to get to the point. I left my iPod there. WTFWTFWTFWTFWTF...
And at 9.45. I left my iPod in the lab and went off.
I didn't find anything amiss, maybe because I was too nervous for the test.
And at 10.40. I came out and spoke to Vanessa, Raihaan and Eric for awhile and just then. OH FUCK! I realised I didn't have my iPod with me. I was so so scared. I ran up to the lab as fast as my legs could bring me.
And thank god its still there in one piece. What a close shave. Phewww....

On a side note, I'm on holiday!!! People who are still having school... awwww... sucks to be you...hahahaha!
Just kidding~
Anyways, meeting dear later.
Ciao~

2009-12-06T10:25:00.002+08:00

I bit my lips to stop the tears from flowing, covered my mouth so one one could heard me. You left me standing alone. You left me heartbroken. You left me helpless. I know I annoyed you one way or another but can you not leave me alone again. That feeling really sucks. Do you know that you're my everything and mean everything to me.

You said you weren't special but this how special you are.
You're my one and only. Annabelle Tan.

Low

2009-12-04T11:36:00.000+08:00

Right now, I'm feeling like a bloody loser. I hate the feeling of not making my girlfriend feel loved, or special. I may be a lover, but a lover who can't express anything. And for that, I hate myself. Would someone tell me how in the world could I make her feel loved and special? I would seriously appreciate it. sighs.

And to you girl. Would you tell me how could I make you feel more special and loved. I would do anything to make you feel that way. Do you know that for whatever you say, you make or ruin my day, make my happy or sad; those are the impact of your words to me.
You've no clue what you do to me.

I'll keep sleeping
If I don't stop dreaming
I would stop my breathing for you
I'm not leaving
This life I'm dreaming
'Cause I can't stop living with you

It's Finally Ending

2009-12-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

OTCM paper down! which means one more OOGP paper and this term is a end already. I feel that this term, it's more stressful compared to the previous ones but the subjects are more boring especially iHCI, CARC, CMSK3.

Anyways, OTCM paper was a killer. I think I must be mentally prepared to take another CDS next semester already...zzz

And after the paper, slacked at school for awhile and went to see the briefing for TPCG but left before it even started to play WC3 with Kean and friend...LOL

Played till 7.30 and left for orchard to pick dear up.

I have a lot to say to you but I'm just not sure where to start from.

But I'm happy whenever I'm with you.

There something 'bout you, that's like the sun.
You warm up my heart, when I come undone.
You're like my soul mate.

You are my band aid♥

Past Few Days

2009-12-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

Been meeting stupid/favourite/silly girl for this few days.

But I gotta admit Sunday was quite good. I met stupid girl under her block and we went to Novena's Long John Silver to have breakfast. We got a queue thingy and I got 18 and she got 8.

Actually, it's nothing to be shocked about but its 8 and 18...omg

Because my birthday's on the 8th and her birthday's on the 18th. OMG. So qiaooo.-.-

Then today, I lazy blog alr...LOL

Till next time...HAHHAHAHAHA

LAZY ME.

2009-11-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

A certain stupid boy is being an idiotttttt. Aiyah, what's new right.

STUPID BOY IS BEING STUPID. WE SHOULD STOP DOING THIS, OR NO ONE WILL READ OUR BLOGS ALREADY BECAUSE DAMN BO LIAO. DUMB DUMB.

Anyways, stupid boy changed phone, apparently he's not very excited about it because he hasn't talked about it yet.

OKAY I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ANYMORE.

STUPID BOY BETTER WRITE A BETTER POST.

2009-11-27T06:06:00.002+08:00

Dear dub,

If you're reading this, I hate to say it but I still have to go.
But, I'm coming back on Saturday instead of Sunday.(:
I really miss you nowww...):

Bye.

Love
Lub.

2009-11-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

Dear Lub,

Thank you for being patient with me when I get mad at you and ignore you at times, thank you for believing in me even though I kinda lost faith in the morning, thank you for not quitting on me when I felt like getting out of the relationship, and thank you for being outside waiting for me those past few nights because they are the best time of my entire day.

Love should always feel like this. Forever and always.

Love,

Dub.

Scared

2009-11-25T09:08:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I'm just real scared of losing you. You just talk about other guys and make me real real jealous. I know that you love me, but I still can't help but to get jealous.

I hate myself for doing so cause we always just end up making our relationship sour.

p/s: I love you.

Busy Busy Bee Zee

2009-11-22T00:21:00.004+08:00

Omg, I swear this week is a hell of a week. Super hectic.

But, I'm not gonna update now. Maybe tmro? Ciao~

//edit

Alright, finally got some free time.

Last Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday was damn hectic because of TPrawks.

I swear, I was damn tired cause of not catching enough sleep and have to get up like at 6AM...!!!

But it was quite fine after all. On day 3, we got a treat from the school which is pizzas!!! Shiok or what?? :D

And comes thursday, friday and saturday where I met love<3>

Especially on friday 20/11/2009.<3333333333

Right now, I'm missing you now although I'm gonna meet you in a few hours time.

Miss you, Love you....

Alright, gotta a end this post with a quote.

"With every breath, I breathe, I love you more and more."

Ciao~

Irreplaceable

2009-11-15T12:25:00.002+08:00

Had a good talk with J yesterday.

She never fails to cheer me up and understands me.

I am happy for her too.

Hope she and her new guy last.(:

&you, yes you!

You are irreplaceable.

You are my sunshine.

You are my only one.

I love you.

I miss you too.

249

2009-11-12T22:00:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I would like to thank you!! For the cheer up thingy..hahaha

It was very sweet of you.(:

Really really appreciate it.

Loves.

And on a side note, I'm never gonna let you get hurt again.

I love you.

248

2009-11-11T12:49:00.004+08:00

I really can't let you go girl. I think I really like you. Could we give this a shot? I would do anything. I don't want us to be how we are now. It just sucks! And on top of it, remember this?

“My life is shade of gray. The leaves began to fall, and no one spoke at all.

But i can't seem to recall, when you came along”.

Once Upon a Dream

2009-11-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

Love, what we had this past few days were great. I hope that we could continue being that way, stay in that dream forever. Though having feelings for each other, we just had to let go as dreams do not last forever and we had to wake up some day.

Though its just a short while, I'm contented.

Lets just make our dirty little secret that you and I share and no one else.

Love, if reality allows it, I want you.

End.

246

2009-11-08T19:44:00.005+08:00

IF you jump, I'll catch you.

IF you fall, I'll pick you up.

Today was a very very very hot day!!

It was so hot that even when I was in the car, I could still feel the heat outside.

But the clouds were just so nice.

I don't know why, but clouds always gets me mesmerized.

If i could find a slope. I would lie there and watch them for hours.

On a side note, I'm gonna get bombarded by assignments alr...

It's just coming in a unbelievable rate.

Alright, time to work!

Ciao~~

Question And Answer

2009-11-07T23:28:00.005+08:00

Sorry, I just like to think and think and I think it would be appropriate to answer you with something instead of a "I don't know." For the question you asked. I think that its kinda double sided. Why?

I would say No because:

-It would be unfair to you if I have other girls in mind.

-I won't break my good friend's heart because of you.

-I would lost a friend if I don't manage it well.

-I'm afraid to get hurt.

I would say Yes because:

-Love is self-fish.

-I have feelings too.

-I'm ready for a r/s.

And to add on, Even for whatever you think you are, I think it's not important to me. Cause I know you for your present not your past.(:

End.

Everytime you smile, I smile.

Everytime you shine,

I'll shine for you.

Forever and Always

2009-11-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time

I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?

Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Did you mean it baby?
I don't think so

Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said
Forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Didn't mean it baby
You said forever and always

243

2009-11-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

Why can't the radio stopped playing at the part where we were so close. You looked me in the eye and those eyes seem to tell me a million words. Were those just a joke? and why did the radio had to continue playing. He had to come suddenly and take you away. And not even trying to struggle, you follow him, and that was when I last saw your eyes that lead me to many many deep thoughts.

End.

242

2009-11-01T19:25:00.004+08:00

Clinging on to that cigarette, I began to think about why. Why did I felt that way and reacted in that manner. What's wrong with me. Questions just flooded my head but answers just weren't there. Fuck it man! seriously! I hate this. Okay, gotta stop this. This ain't going anywhere. zzz.

p/s: I don't smoke.

Phobias

2009-10-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

I'm have

1) Dentophobia – fear of dentist.

2) Ailurophobia – fear/dislike of cats.

3) Ophidiophobia – fear/dislike of snakes.

4) Acrophobia – fear of heights.

5) Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.

LOL, lazy find alr...LOL

Byeee...

Stigmata

2009-10-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

So, woke up at 8 as per normal. And did what I do every sunday.

Then met thaijin at 2. And caught 500 days of summer with her.

The movie was quite fine but the ending was kinda screwed up. Cause it didn't give the audiences the ending that was expected. Overall, not bad.(:

Then went to old chang kee to get what her lunch and waited for her bus. While waiting, saw yun hao. Then talked and she boarded the bus with him.

Then went home sleep. sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep till 8pm...LOL

And I think I'm gonna sleep again...hahaha

Imma lazy dude~

Bye.

Back

2009-10-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

So, I'm back to blogger after a poll.

Firstly, I want to say that this sem totally sucks.

Why? Cause, besides tuesday, I have to be in school at 9am. Plus, on monday and wednesday, I have to stay till 7pm. And lastly, the subjects are damn boring but some lecturers are amusing. Like my HCI lecturer. He has a slanted head. LOL soo funny...

C++ wasn't as hard as I thought but I have to pay more attention.

Thats about it.

I miss you~

Ciao.

Just some things

2009-09-19T23:21:00.003+08:00

Just gonna make it a short one. Won't up blogging here so fast now as I've got a new blog(:

And the plus factor is that no one knows the link of it. So, find it if you can. Good Luck.

Ciao~

GCA Day 0

2009-09-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

1 word to describe this today's GCA briefing. SUCKS.

Why? Cause of many many reasons. One of it is because we are being used as FREE LABOUR.

Bloody helll... And not just that, the ones who are working are asking us around when we don't even get a single cent from it, besides some bloody seal points.

Anyways, to thaijin, I'VE BLOGGED OKAY....

ending here now..

Ciao~~

Where You'd Go, I Miss You So

2009-09-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

Just got back from bugis. Went to visit Raymond with Julian, Jun Ming, Keith and Jie Xun. Met at Bras Basah Mac at and makan there before we went to his house. At there, we play Big 2, Black Jack and Poker. The forfeit?? Do push ups....zzz

Okay, I was the loser of the day. Did many many humping of floor and 'fits like' crunches...-.-

Am super shagged now, going to sleep alr...LOL

Maybe, maybe not?

LOL, anyways I'm super bored now....

So might as well sleep...LOL

I know...I'm super lazy right, even thou I'm on holiday...LOL

Alrighty...Ciao~~

p/s: J, where you'd go??? I miss chatting with you...):

Friends

2009-09-12T23:58:00.006+08:00

Wow, a long time since I last blogged.

Blame it on my laziness. Making my eyes close whenever I wanna blog, LOL.

Not much things happen after camp la basically.

11th Sep.

I went to bought my xbox360 ELITE at Comex2009. Damn, it was like a battlefield man.

Everyone was squeezing and pushing their way thru the crowd. And same as the rest, after a "long" walk and search, I found the booth where Microsoft had their booth at. Bought the console, and went back home for gym.

Today, woke up at 9am due the intense drilling at my neighbor's place. What pussies they are, bloody hell. Disturb my sweet sleep. Munch their house up then they know...=X

Then YS came over to my house around 2 then went to the "flea market". Then was sim lim square where he developed his pictures and collect too.

Next was orchard where he collect his bro's cell and went back to my house.

Jin Wang and Thaijin came shortly and the GH marathon began. The process was damn fun and funny tooo.LOL

Then play play play till 10 and they left.

And YES!!!

Done blogging for today..woohoooo!!!!!!

Achievement!!!.

LOL, I'm crazy.

Ciao~~

p/s: My friends are great!

TBC 2009

2009-09-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

So TBC 2009 came to a great end. Just a word...VIGNETT TOTALLY ROCKED My SHOES OFF!!

First day of camp:

It was like the week 0. Everyone didnt know each other at all. All the ice breaking began.

Even though we had the ice breaking done, we were still kinda quiet while other empires were damn high and loud alr; doing their cheers and stuffs.

Had dry station games on that too which were kinda lame...LOL

And after that, I forget what happen alr...LOL

Day 2 of camp:

Woke up at 7am. So bloody sleepyy..../:

Went to do PT at the dunno what you call that. Then was breakfast. Eat my fill there...LOL

Then was cheer sessions and wet station games. Enjoyed the wet stations game than the dry one cause we get to get wet and real WET...LOL

Then at night was the Performance where we did our prepared skid and cheer our lungs out.

And by the end of day 2, we felt bonded, but bonded in a different way.

Day 3 of camp:

We were suppose to wake up at 7 again today, but thanks to our camp commandant, we were able to wake up at 8. No PT today but there was breakfast and some breifings for Final Clash.

Next was a game called Hungry. Kinda fun but quite mixed up due to the lack of communication between us. But it was fun I suppose...LOL

Then was final clash. A empire vs empire water bomb game.

One of our member accidentally destroyed our ally empire. Kinda angry with him but nvm la, its just a game. There were some epic fail scenes too. Thinking of it makes me laugh alr...

After final clash was another something but can't seem to remember it..LOL

So thats about my camp.

It was super fun and totally enjoyed it!!!

p/s: Vignett is the LOVE!!!!!!!!!! :D

Macabre

2009-09-05T22:51:00.004+08:00

Back after a long long day man.. SO FREAKING SHAGGED

It started from 7.30. Met Adriel at Bishan MRT and went take bus to his school which is ACS(I).

Reached there at 9 or 8.30.. Cannot remember, but was kinda early I guess.

Then registered and went on to the auditorium. It was quite big, but no eye candies(There were 1 or 2 I guess).

Then went to my seat and that was when I met this dude called Lu Xi aka Lucy...LOL

Quite quiet at first but went kinda crazy after that...LOL

Next was pearlyn, okok, not siao...hahaha but her friend hui ying was crazy, and they can't be put together or else, pearlyn will get siao too.LOL

Then was a talk by ulu photographer then was the choosing of the theme.

Damn man, the way ACS chooses the theme is like wtf la...LOL

This is how they choose. They take a dictionary and pass it around and like musical chairs, they stop the music and the person who has the dictionary opens it and find a word.

And after several rounds, a word is chosen by random...-.-

And the word which got chosen is "Macabre" which means, go check yourself cause I'm not a walking dictionary.

Set off at 12.15. Went to Fort Canning to take pics.

Then went to battle box and then to dhoby ghaut to takeaway lunch.

Reached ACS(I) at 3.47. 2mins late. Disqualified...LOL

OMG, OWNED.....-.-

Anyways did enjoy myself with my new found friends.

Went to jurong point afterwards and play play walk walk. Took a train back to pasir ris after that.

What a long day for me?

What about you?

Alright

Ciao~~

p/s: Lucy, Pearlyn and HuiYing, lets have a outing soon!!!

The first one is the worst one

2009-09-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

seeing the world in 180°

Today was plain boring. Can't even remember anything about today...LOL

Anyways, went to gym with Adriel at 7. Worked out till 9 and ciao-ed.

Went to mac and had mega mac spicy. And i swear its damn spicy.-.-

Not gonna have it ever again.

Then went home.

Meeting Adriel tomorrow again for SYPC.

Hope I'll have lots of fun and make new friends.(:

Aite, ciao for now.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long and tiring day but I like.

Tata~~

When I finally burn out

I'll need someone to carry me home

Safe and sound

Will it be you??

I love you beth cooper

2009-09-03T23:47:00.008+08:00

Caught "I Love You Beth Cooper" with Yongseng today at Flimgrade at Iluma.

Got a haircut in the morning by my mom.

Now I'm regretting it cause its damn short and its kinda weird.../:

Went to Yongseng house before that and waited for him as usual.

After the movie, met up with Jinwang at Bugis Junction. Walked around and went to penninsula after that. Ate Chicken Rice at there and ciao-ed back to tpy.

When we reached tpy, that idiot Yongseng kept singing some song that he made himself..-.-

Then was arcade at entertainment where Yongseng would play para para and we just watched...

After that, went to "Cheers" to get some drinks when this weird dude suddenly popped up and talk to Jinwang in hokkien. Say what Jinwang say he no balls....then he said he got balls then showed us his wrist which he cut...-.- And next he went out with his red bull. But within a minute, he return back in and apologized to Jinwang. WEIRDO!!!!

Whatever, then sent Yongseng off and took 142 with Jinwang home.(:

And this is what someone told me after she caught this movie "The Proposal".

She said that the movie taught her to find someone that doesn't like her and do a fake marriage so that they'll love each other after that..." LOLOLOL....

Then following from what she said, I too learn from the show " I Love Beth Cooper" that I should confess to the girl I like infront of the school when making a speech and expose how bitchy some peers are and how sad the school's bully life is.

I’m flying down the fast lane

Doing 95; 90 things on my brain

Don’t know where the hell I'm going

But I'm going after you .

Hyped Up

2009-09-02T21:29:00.003+08:00

Today weather was damn good(:

Went over to jw's place at 12 and slacked there for awhile.

At around 2.30pm, bill met us and we went over to toa payoh east CC to play badminton.

Around 5, there was this coach who I think jia ba bo sai pang(Too Free). He came over to our court and taught us how to play badminton.LOL. He said about the hand postures and footwork etc...LOL

Anyways, nice random guy.(:

Ended at 6 and paid the price for playing close to 4 hours of badminton which is now my arms are aching now...x=

Hope it'll stop tmro.. Can't wait to get my new haircut. HAHAHA, you didn't get it wrong but I'm gonna get a haircut tmro.

And hopefully the trip to old railway station will be a successful one.(:

Alright done with blogging.

Ciao~~

I wanna say I miss you

I caught it when i kissed you

and I've been through all the stages

I'm feeling sick girl your so contagious!

Happy Teachers Day

2009-08-31T23:05:00.006+08:00

Went back to FTPSS today and saw many eyes looking at me. Okay, maybe not me but my hair.LOL

Anyways in school, all the response I get from people was to cut my damn hair.-.-

But nah, Dun wanna give up my long hair...LOL

Wanna grow my hair like the singer of We The Kings; Travis Clark.hahaha..

Then when the performance started, YS and me went to buy sunflower for someone(:

About the details, I will not state here or anywhere else. Only YS and me will know:D

Then gave her the flowers and lets just say the situation after that was abit awkward. But overall, it was fine.

Left school at around 1 and went walked to Alyssa mom's shop. Then walked to entertainment where we met Chainarong. I swear he hasn't change one single bit. HAHA(:

Then went split with the rest and went ahead to city hall with JW and YS to buy film for YS camera while the others head to Cineleisure first.

Caught Year One later at 7.10. Show was quite hilarious and quite stupid at the same time, but overall its not that worthy to be watched. Anyways, after the show, we were shagged.

Bus-ed to tpy and 142 home. Went home bathed and slept like nobody's business.

So that was my teachers day. What about yours?

Finally finished blogging.(:

Old railway on wed or thurs hopefully!!!

Ciao~~

p/s: I wanna go k soon!!!!

No more Oasis?

2009-08-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

Today I guess is a damn sad day for Oasis fans. Why? cause they split.):

They are one of the bands that are damn good with songs like "Wonderwall", "Stand by me" and etc....

Hope they'll get back somehow and make some more nice music for the world.

So over with school.

2009-08-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

AWESOME!!! school's out, holidays are in yo!

So today, school ended beautifully with the Cmath paper.

And tmro's rock band day. Nice~~

Nothing much to blog about.

So yeah.

ciao~~

Suicide Sunday

2009-08-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

Today was damn damn damn damn boring. And besides that, its damn damn damn damn cold.

I find that we humans are strange people. Hot complain, cold also complain..LOL

But this is what makes us humans..LOL. My weird logic...;D

Received a sms from J ytd night was which very sweet. At the same time, felt damn sad because......... don't tell. Figure out yourself.(:

Anyways, today went studying with my cock cousin cedric today. I swear I won't study with him again. Why? cause he keeps singing. Okay this is what; If he has a nice voice, I don't mind, sing till your throat explode I also don't care but dude!!!! you sing till out of tune....OMG. spare my ears....

No offense thou, but this is for your good and STOP YOUR FUCKING SMOKING!!!

On a lighter note, I'm gonna explore mike's house on tues where the ZB5 goes to mike's house and play rockband...AWESOME!!!

And thats about it.

Going on a photography trip soon.Yeah!

Ciao~~

p/s: I wanna go to USA!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

And say we're heading for a heart heart heartbreak

And I don't ever ever wanna hear you say

Don't say you love me

Don't even

Don't say you love me

You're leavin

She's Got A Boyfriend Now

2009-08-22T12:40:00.001+08:00

She's Got a Boyfriend Now

Boys Like Girls

(Whoa)
(Whoa)
We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)

Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
(Whoa)

Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)

Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far

And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gon' be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And when is everything gonna be alright?

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now

(Whoa)
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)

Take your
Take your breath away

Take your
Take your breath away

Brain Block

2009-08-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

Damn it, Damn it, Damn it!!!!!

This is fucking fucked up.

INCG exam is tmro and I still can't remember a single shit and besides that, there is just no motivation to study...argh!!! what's wrong with me.../:

On a side note, its TGIF!!! song bo.

And with monday being the last paper, it means the holidays are coming...(:

AWESOMEEE!!

Unspoken Words

2009-08-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

Today went to bill's house and study cause of the irritating drilling at my house./:

Reached at 12 and "studied" till 6 or 7.

And met jinwang at KFC.

I swear I'm not gonna eat KFC for this next nor next week. Sick and tired of it eating for 3 consecutive days. argh....

Whatever. I'm gonna somehow squeeze all the information for INCG in my head by tmro or else I'm dead meat. Wish me luck...

Come to think of it, Its like gonna be holidays again. I need a job. BADLY!!!! someone please introduce me to one.PLLEEAASSEEEEEEEE.................

And the reason I've been feeling quite moody is maybe I think about too much things.*sigh*

I need to snap out of it somehow....):

Ciao

Mundane Days are nearing

2009-08-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today, nothing to blog about. Also don't feel like blogging too, not in the mood.

Ciao~

EPIC FAIL

2009-08-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8am in the morning and met tc and co. in ITAS. Ate my takeaway nasi lemak.Shiok!
Then went to lab to get some 'work' done. Chatted with J for awhile and I think she really needs some happy pills or have some chocolate to cheer her up.
Anyways, she being so so sweet blogged for me even she wasn't in the right mood.
And sad to say, I was playing game at the point of time...=D
At 1, had my INCG presentation done in a breeze. Okay, maybe not in a breeze but I still done the presentation. And INCG dragged till 4 and after that, had to rush to AS to print out my stuffs.:/
And cut and scribble and handed up my VisLit assignment.(:
Shiok-ness man!!!! Finally no more fucking vislit...(:
Then after that slacked awhile and went to find matthew who came to TP for some talk and brought him to LT13.

Then went to take 8 with some dudes.
And I alight at the stop before tampines interchange, thinking I could take bus 15 to get back to pasir ris. Then shortly, bus 81 came. As, bus 81 can go to pasir ris too, I board the bus. But shockingly, it went back to the interchange.LOL
Damn, so so so FAIL la...EPIC FAIL!!!!
And that explains my post title.HAHAHAHA.

On a lighter note, 2 more papers coming up and school I'm officially on holiday(:
And thats about it. AWESOME!!!

<3
Trace

TELL ME WHY

2009-08-17T09:14:00.005+08:00

So I figure Trace's currently in school, in class studying on something. Won't wanna bet if he's playing online games though. Cause I'm hoping he's not. And that, he's not sleeping too! (:

Not sure if he slept late last night, cause I KO-ed pretty early. But I did text him for a few messages before stopping it cause I was feeling down. (Or am I still?) Haha, either way, I should be fine uh.

Anyway, think he's starting holidays earlier than me? And for that, I feel like boxing him up. Hahaha! (: Unfair please. Tsk.

Okay, I gotta run and wash up before zooming out of house.

p/s: Thankyou dear for being there for me 24/7. You're aweeeeeeeesome, really&truly! <3

Long but Short Day.

2009-08-16T23:56:00.005+08:00

Today, met poly dudes in cityhall at 1. We got tired of waiting for Mike, so we went to macs for lunch first. That bloody shit came at 1.37...-.- DAMN HIM.

Then we went for the toy convention which was at suntec. I must admit that it was quite a huge event as there were many people. It was mountain 'people mountain sea'...LOL

The main attraction for me was those peeps who cos-play(:

And I must say that majority of the cos-players were great. You can feel as if the anime world has really come alive! And I think that the trip there wasn't a waste as I caught some nice pictures too.

Lazy to upload my pictures here. Its on facebook.

Link is here:http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019645&id=1109319019&l=91d257c266 ...peace(:

And after that went to Raffles City to get my first deck. :D

It may be nice but its quite ex...zzz

Nvm. Save only. For the end result, its worth it.(:

And J, Cheerup alright. I'll always be right here.(:

Trace

Tired like I just had sex.

2009-08-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

Today, went swimming with jinwang benny and my bro.

Met at jinwang's house around 1 or 2 and took 105 to jurong east interchange.

Upon reaching, we found out that we were lost.

Then we were like calling here and there, asking our friends and family for directions.

And alas, we found our way, which is to take the MRT to chinese garden and walk there.-.-

Nevermind that. We reached at 3 and swam till 6 plus...LOL. Imba huh?

And it was finger lickin' good with those buggers. :D

Overall had a good time, except the part which our legs ached like shit and we were completely worn out.

Cheers!

Trace

Mundane Friday.

2009-08-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! I'm having mixed feelings now. I'm happy cause its like finally I don't have vislit anymore!! and I'm kinda mad due to some happening.

Anyways, next is like maciam no school(:

So, jio me out to study people. I feng pei dao di. :D

Anyways, I'm damn shagged now all thanks to LYS.

and also lazy to blog alr..ahaha

So ciao~~

Trace

p/s: J, blog for me soon.:D

I use to be love drunk.

2009-08-13T20:48:00.004+08:00

Today, an unofficial holiday cause there were no lessons. Or rather there were lectures but all of us decided not to go.
But being a guai kia, I still went to school. Reason?? to finish my assignments.
Met TC and Zul at 9am at the wrong bus stop all thanks to TC.zzz

Then went to com lab and started 'doing' homework.

The first homework was a match of DOTA with AIs

and next was Warlocks with the others.

Great game! And after that was lunch.

Really started work at 4. Took 3 or 4 pictures for vislit and gonna take somemore later.(:

Oh and gotta say, I made a achievement today..LOL

this is what I did.

Nice right? But don't get jealous. hahaha!!!

Practice makes perfect(:

Then left school at around 6 or 7.

Took 23 and blah blah blah.

Oh, and I didn't get lost...lmaos.

Thats about my day. what about yours?

Gotta study for tmro's PRSP test.

Ciaos~~

Trace.

p/s: I'm still love drunk. After liking you for a couple of years, this fact still hasn't change.

So close yet so far

2009-08-13T02:32:00.002+08:00

It's 2.33am now and the reason that I'm not asleep now is because I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP!!
And just a few minutes ago, there was this bloody cat making so much noise...damn
But the cool thing is that it's standing on the railings and ITS OUTSIDE MY HOUSE....
Ahhhh!!!

And I have 6 more hours to sleep or maybe 5.-.-
Gonna be a walking zombie tomorrow...zzz
Alright about life. Next....

Sometimes, I feel that as the day pass, we're getting closer step by step.
And sometimes, I just feel that we're like the sky and the land, so far apart.
I don't know whether you feel this way too, but thats how I feel at times.
I really don't wanna lose you again.

Ciaos~~

<3
Trace

All ends well.

2009-08-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today was a late when waking up. Woke up at 7.36am instead of 7. :/

Then when I was opposite the bus stop, the bus came and went...suay-ness...zzz

Then cabbed to school with thaijin.

Met up with tc and CS-ed with him for awhile before going to CMSK.

CMSK was okay and also the last lesson with Ms Audrey Toh.

Damn sad la, cause she's a good teacher.

After that was break and shortly after, went for INCG revision lecture.

Got some exam tips :D

And then was presentation for WDS.

I think I cocked up my website.

Damn, hope I can pass at least.

And after school was a round a Warlocks and then was hardcore programming.

Managed to finish question 1 and 2 like finally. Yayness!!

And went left school for home at 7.

Quite surprised cause I saw Ivan at the bus stop.

Bus-ed home and caught up abit with him.

And after going separate ways from him.

I GOT LOST!!!!

Damn!!! but after a long long walk. I managed to find my way...phew.

This taught me not to be a smart alec...hahhaa.

Going to school at 10 tmro. Siansation!

I'm just gonna bear with it for one more week.

And for J, jiayou!!! and settle the report!!!(:

Thats it for now I guess.

Ciaos~~

Trace

She's Back(:

2009-08-10T23:16:00.008+08:00

Life's a journey, not a destination

We determine our destines by

choosing what kind of paths we take.

She's back, she's back!!!

Yeah, J's back from her oversea trip.

Miss her alot(:

But I'm still missing her...HAHAHA

Hope she enjoyed her stay there which I think she did especially the internet there.(hopes she doesn't sees this)

HAHAHAHAH....

And she must be exhausted after the long flight.

So rest well girl, and re-charge for tomorrow aite?(:

<3s

Trace

Bdae!

2009-08-08T23:59:00.005+08:00

Initially, I thought I was gonna go ION with thaijin today since I couldn't reach yongseng and jinwang was not free.

But due to them also, I suspected that there was a surprise celebration for me.

The only thing I didn't expect was it to be in my house.

Okay, lets talk about some celebration now.

Yongseng managed to catch me off guarded and gave me a shock.

Damn, I learned not to blast my songs and not to bath on my birthday. Why? You'll know soon.

Okay, after giving me a shock, had the cake cutting ceremony and omg, they cream-ed me... but compared to last year, this year's creaming was much lesser.(:

But whoever the idiot put the cream on my hair, Damn you! I took 5mins to blow my hair...

And just one cream, you made me to go wash it and wasted my effort... thanks alot!!!

Then, after clearing our mess, we left for orchard. Ate at some place near OG orchard.

Then after that, we went to Plaza Sing where they dared me...

The dare was to shout my name, particulars and number out and after that say "Please feel free to contact me". What a wrong dare to choose, cause I can't shout for goodness sake..LOL

Lastly after the daring, we went to the arcade and all of us played some hoops shooting with two in a team. And without saying, of course the birthday boy himself won due to the incomparable skills of hoops shooting he has.(:

And after that, slacked awhile and ciao-ed home(:

Thanks guys for making such an memorable evening and birthday for me.

Many many thanks to ya!!!!

And to J, I've been blogging okay. Not being a lazypoke okay?? HAHAHA....

Here's some pictures:

Thanks guys! you made my evening(:

p/s: Where are my presents???

Seventeen Forever

2009-08-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

I'm 17!!! like finally!!!

Omg... I want to thank my parents, friends and not to forget the most important person J(:

You really touched me deeply.

Thanks!!! Love ya to the max<3

Update again

Fuck off WDS

2009-08-07T03:46:00.002+08:00

Omg. After many hours of doing wds, I'm 100% done!!!

Okkayy. Maybe all is done except the gallery.-.-

J gonna go overseas today at 8am.

Will miss her alot.):

And i really mean alot......

Today's friday.

Art in few hours time and birthday is tomorrow.

Sad that she wont be in SG.

But nevertheless, hope she has a fun and enjoyable trip to China, Xiamen

and hope that she stays safe.(:

Loves.(:

Oh and misses.

Ciao~~

I'M NOT A LAZYPOKE..-.-

2009-08-05T00:53:00.006+08:00

No matter what happens, Stay firm like a tree.

Do not like anything affect you.

Brave through it and you'll be fine.

Who says I'm a lazypoke? I'm blogging now okay. Today's quite a short day to start with.
Had INCG lecture and after that breakfast/lunch.
Then went to our usual spot and did WDS there.
I finally finished my first and second page.
Took 8 and reached tpy at 6, and managed to get into the 142 which was about to leave.
Saw my brother on the bus with his girlfriend. Got caught red-handed uh?
I'm sure he has nothing to say alr
Reached home and chat with J for awhile and went to take.
Woke up 8 and continue with WDS.
And J is so sweet to help me blog(:
Currently, I'm still on my second page, but I managed to get a logo which looks like this:

CH'NG HUI'S A LAZYPOKE.

2009-08-04T21:19:00.004+08:00

HELLO! YOURS TRULY IS BLOGGING FOR THE OWNER CAUSE HE'S A SUPER LAZYPOKE AND KEEP USING SCHOOL WORK AS EXCUSES! (I reckon he do alot for school work now since he go around liking people's profiles on Fb, and watching anime or anything else for that matter, haha!)

Actually, I also have not much of an idea what's going on in his life currently. As in, all those nitty gritty details. But, as far as I'm concerned... He's cursing and swearing quite alot at homework & assignments, playing online games and chatting with me whenever I'm online. Other than that, he'd be blaming twitter for causing him to be more lazy than he already is to keep his blog alive.

He's also a copycat that likes to copy people's words. I think one day someone will just have to spray some red food coloring and hang a chicken head outside his bedroom door. Imagine the look on his face, PRICELESS PLEASE.

Okay, enough of crapping. I think I wanna go disturb the lazypoke now. =)

Goodbye, Goodnight.
(:

Lucky monday

2009-08-03T23:42:00.004+08:00

I'm blogging cause J asked me to blog and not go liking her facebook...-.-

So, today was rather fine. Didn't get to present for INCG which is both a good and bad thing.

The good thing is that I can re do my slides which I myself don't think is very well done after seeing other people's one.

And the bad thing is that I still have to present.

Anyways, I'm having mixed feelings now.

Why? Cause I lost to kean in a dota match. Sadded. But I'm happy cause I own his ass in the early part.

And next. One fucking boy is just simply bothering J. And fuck man, why be her bloody alarm clock when she already say she doesn't need one? and why does he care so much like he's her kin? And she even bloody rejected him like? I don't know how many times? 3, 4? Damn, sometimes, there are limits. And that fucking guy should know ones limit. Hope that guy would just stop pestering her.Argh.

Sleep time..

Ciao~

Shits are ending next week.

2009-08-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

Thanks to twitter, I've not been blogging for the past few days.

Blame them, not me.

Anyways, this week is a stay home weekend too. Not much update besides the rushing of h/w...

Phew. All's gonna end this week.

And really looking forward to holis.

Waking up at 6 plus tmro thanks to thaijin.

Wish me luck for conversational test.

Ciao~

Daily Advice: Don't coop yourself at home. Go out and get some freeesshhh air!

2009-07-30T09:18:00.003+08:00

The more I look at it, The more pretty I find her.

I think I'm in love with her.

Damn, hope someone can get her for my birthday and it will be real sweet.

What I'm talking about is this:

Pretty isn't she? Its a seagull.

Gotta ciao to school.

Bounce.